
I have pretty much struggled with my weight all of my life. It has been a roller coaster of losing, gaining, and losing it again. But, I want this time to be different. This time it's not for the prom, or my wedding....it's just to be healthy. I mean, looking good will inevitably come with it and that's going to be awesome! It is the best feeling to try on a pair of jeans that I haven't been able to fit in since two Christmases ago, and actually have them button! But this is not my number one goal for losing weight. My number one goal is to be healthy and feel good so I know that my heart is in better shape and so I can eventually have a baby within the next couple of years. I just didn't want to be 225 pounds, only to get pregnant and gain another 40.
I weighed 192 when I got engaged in 2004 and lost 23 pounds for my wedding the next year. After that, I gained 55 pounds in the first two years of my marriage.
When I began this final journey of weight loss on December 28, I weighed 221 pounds (my largest was 225). To weigh that much when I am only 5'6" is simply unacceptable, and to be quite honest, disgusting to me.
So I joined Weight Watchers and a local gym (where I had a trainer tell me how to work out). My meetings are on Fridays and I work out three times a week religiously now. This is the first time in my life that I have gone for any amount of time in which I actually have a work out routine.
To get up you up to date, I have lost a total of 20 pounds so far on Weight Watchers. I like to say 25 total, since I lost a little bit on my own before I joined! I began a tight size 18 pants and XXL shirt. I am now a size 16 pants and XL shirt (however, I just bought a L Columbia fleece yesterday which was exciting!).
This is a blog dedicated to the journey toward the body and health that I have always wanted. No more getting tired walking from the parking lot to Wal-Mart.....no more sitting on my couch and eating all day long......and NO more eating out more days of the week than not!